The ants go marching...one by one.

So the boys got their ANTS in the mail...you should have seen the mail lady when they arrived...she said...umm that says live animals...

Ben painted this ant hill...while listening to Mozart...:) He prefers to paint to Mozart.

Venting Session on this stupid weight loss

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

That's what I feel right now...like I could really just hang my head outside the door and SCREAM!

How in the world did I get this way...overweight...can't tell you the last time I wore makeup...have not had an hour to myself alone in weeks...HOW?

I am the same girl who used to eat Jeremy McGuire under the table in Sheetz Subs and still only weigh 130 pounds...

The same girl that always told other girls that it is so ridiculous to be insecure about your body if you don't like it change it...

For Pete's Sake...I am the girl that even though I was not "perfectly fit" I ran for Ms. Cumberland and used EATING DISORDERS as my platform! Let alone the several pageants I did after that.

I managed Lerner New York and walked around in 3 inch heels every day of my life...now I'm lucky if I even own a pair of heels...

So weird how that works out huh?

Anyway...I'm gonna do this...I'm in a battle against Fat and I'm gonna win baby...you guys can catch up on the blogs if you want to read this up and down but I'm gonna be real because when I'm slim and awesome...I want to read through these and remember not to go back!