FUZZ monsters

So I cannot remember the last night that we slept completely through the night without interruption. Last night at 2am Jacob said there was FUZZ MONSTERS in his room....although I am not sure what a FUZZ MONSTER is I was convinced he needed mommy so we went to the couch and snuggled till morning much to my sleep demise. At 2am I snuggled and rubbed his sweet little arm till he went to sleep but we both woke up extremely grumpy...next time the FUZZ MONSTERS come to attack...I will be prepared with a dryer sheet...which I will convince him is the ultimate weapon against all FUZZ.

85 degrees in March

So it's been so warm here that I would not be surprised AT ALL if in the middle of June me and the kids are swimming in the pool and suddenly a cloud approaches and begins to storm SNOW!

Seriously this is insane...the kids are loving it though. So funny that on campus one 80 degree day brings out the girls in mini skirts, short shorts and guys decide they no longer need shirts. I had to chuckle the other day as Jacob was eating lunch a girl with a VERY short mini skirt walked behind his chair...he turned around and followed her with his eyes...oh my...the Bible is right about the sinful nature right...not that he sinned at 3 but he just already sees mmmmm that appeals to my eyes for some reason...and every time we are outside the boys big to take there shirts off like the college students.

Here are some memories from our latest visit to the quad here at PSC...the boys attract a lot of attention from the students who always come to say hi...what a great opportunity to love on some students who are probably missing home and their families...this guy came to pitch ball to Ben on this day and Ben smacked a ball that hit him right in the knee cap...lol...he said I'm so sorry and giggled...the guy smiled ear to ear and said I think we should let your mom pitch lol!

A little longer God's plea for busy mom's

Today I sat down in front of the computer and I turned on Spotify looking for some relaxing music...Jenn Johnson's A little longer came on...

I felt the Lord saying sit down...listen...so I did...I closed my eyes and began to focus on Him...As a wife there are days that my husband literally sweeps me off my feet...regardless of the house, the kids...it's just him and I at that moment...today my Heavenly father...swept me off my feet in that way...

As this song played the tears flowed....the words run in my ears "let the housework go...the kids can wait...please stay here with me and love on me a little longer" As I rested in Him and repeated this song over and over The Lord spoke to my heart...He showed me the craziness of my life and that He is jealous for me...jealous for my time and my affection...my brain power...He just wanted me at that moment...and oh what a relief it was to rest in Him...

I felt led to share with others who might view this blog...you don't have to do anything just simply let things go and let your heavenly Father steal you away...love on Him and He will love on you...He's longing for your time...please look this song up...let it witness to your heart busy mom's...love ya ladies...

Ben can tie his SHOES!

The ants go marching...one by one.

So the boys got their ANTS in the mail...you should have seen the mail lady when they arrived...she said...umm that says live animals...

Ben painted this ant hill...while listening to Mozart...:) He prefers to paint to Mozart.

Venting Session on this stupid weight loss

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

That's what I feel right now...like I could really just hang my head outside the door and SCREAM!

How in the world did I get this way...overweight...can't tell you the last time I wore makeup...have not had an hour to myself alone in weeks...HOW?

I am the same girl who used to eat Jeremy McGuire under the table in Sheetz Subs and still only weigh 130 pounds...

The same girl that always told other girls that it is so ridiculous to be insecure about your body if you don't like it change it...

For Pete's Sake...I am the girl that even though I was not "perfectly fit" I ran for Ms. Cumberland and used EATING DISORDERS as my platform! Let alone the several pageants I did after that.

I managed Lerner New York and walked around in 3 inch heels every day of my life...now I'm lucky if I even own a pair of heels...

So weird how that works out huh?

Anyway...I'm gonna do this...I'm in a battle against Fat and I'm gonna win baby...you guys can catch up on the blogs if you want to read this up and down but I'm gonna be real because when I'm slim and awesome...I want to read through these and remember not to go back!

Trying the 1500 again!

Ok...I failed at following 1500 calories I'm trying AGAIN...

Please pray I get through it this time...ugh!

How I would love to look like this hot mama again...